its been so long since ive gone on a writing spree. so much has happened and so much has come crashing down. on one side i've learned an immense amount, on the other i feel like im more lost than i ever was before.

pain (my most recent dev) is about probably the hardest thing ive ever had to realize in my life. and that is that i love this kid more than anything. but i cant let him walk all over me the way he does. he doesnt realize it, and he doesnt know it, but hes the only one who doesnt. you just dont do those kind of things to the ones you love. because they are worth your time... and without hesitance, your effort.

so - here we are again.
on the first page of a new chapter.
hope you guys enjoy.

- Oanh